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everything keeps getting worse and I don't know how to make it better. the only person i ever loved left me, i got fired from my job, my grandfather died, and my hobbies aren't even fun anymore. i sleep until 4 in the afternoon everyday and the only thing that ever gets me out of bed is playing a game with my "friends," but that stopped being fun a while ago, and i don't think my "friends" even want me around anymore. after i got fired i decided that I was going to live off my savings until i ran out of money and then kill myself, and i'm getting close and it scares me. but i feel so exhausted with the world and the people in it, and trying to navigate it all. i'm just bad with people and i'm sick of trying so fucking hard to understand people and have them understand me only for them to eventually run out of patience for the retard and hit the eject button. i feel so alone and so so out of options.
