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>4 Year relationship implodes, been nearly 2 years ago now.
>A few moths after the implosion, I get a phone call out of the blue, its her.
>Feel myself plummet back into the headspace I was in during that fateful day.
>She confesses that for a year and a half she was having doubts, kept it to herself to try and protect me.
>The whirlwind of emotions in me churns out a bitter tasting question from my lips.
>"What was I to you during that time?"
>To this day haven't gotten an answer, likely never will, even though she said she'd try.
Emotionally I've only gotten more bitter and removed with time. She rescued me from a void I thought I wouldn't get out of, only to send me hurtling back, with a gaping hole in my chest where the pieced together heart once was, clutched in her hand,
>Pours a nip of bourbon, takes a sip.
This sadly has not been the first time something like that has happened to me, but I scarcely see a reason to risk it again after this one.
