>>7407257There's even more, of course.
So, like a year ago I broke up with the girl I was dating. I haven't even kissed a girl since. Fuck.
On my defense I'll ad that I have been busy, that I've had a lot of work to do.
The worst part is that I have had opportunities, but, I am too autistic to actually use those opportunities. Fuck.
I mean, it's difficult to meet women when you have a lot of work to do and no friends to hang out with, because I'm not just going to a club by myself. And even if I were there, and even if I was there with my friends, I'll have no idea how to interact with women (I've met the girls I've dated through mutual friends). But then again, that can't be that difficult, can it? Like, there are many idiots who do it. Well, I'm an idiot to, why can't I do it as well?
One thing I want to do before getting the hell out of this doomed town is flirting with a girl on the street or a club or a bar or something. And I have no idea how that is done. But I will make it, somehow.
