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I need to stop bringing up the past and dwelling on my mistakes and failures. I can't change the past and nothing I do will fix anything. Trying to stay positive is hard when I feel like such a failure of a son, brother, friend, and husband. Need to work on my self-worth and find better hobbies instead of porn, twitch, and youtube. Embarrassed for only being to do this behind a computer on a wallpaper thread instead of openly to my friends and family. Hate being this pitiful whiny faggot.