>>6760773Hi Josh. I am also a Josh. And i love you.
I've spent the last two years becoming steadily more depressed and rutted into my circular life. Sometimes you can reach out for help when you need it but sometimes the only person who can help you is yourself.
I took a couple of months off to volunteer up north. I highly recommend. Try just doing something to shake things up. Or get some headspace. Or be lumped in with a group of people who don't know you and so don't have any expectations..
You can do it bro. I know you can. For you carry the great name of Josh. And we are destined for happiness if nothing else.