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I'm alone. I've been alone for so long. I've always been alone. Even when I thought I wasn't. There isn't anyone I can share my feelings with. I usually end up posting them anonymously on this f*cking board. Which ironically has become my only outlet for social interaction.
My issues are too complicated to go into here. But simply put: I have been crushed my anxiety since I was born, from myself and my parents. I have to leave them. And when I do, it's going to devastate them. Idk how I'm going to make it in the real world. I have no idea where I'm going to find friends. All I know, is that I'm so fucking alone that I'm pretty sure my guardian angel or some shit knows and has been giving me hints in changing my life. That's how bad it is. And how much I've been ignoring it.