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I'm about to graduate from grad school, I'm looking at some really promising careers doing things I've always dreamed about doing, but I feel like my life is going to shit.
A year ago I fell in love with my then best friend's girlfriend while living with the both of them. She had been in love with me for a while, but I refused to acknowledge her until I started to see how alike we were. Then, the guy started abusing her, then he raped her. I moved out after that, and a year later, I thought I got over her and started dating someone else.
This month, I feel more and more like the new relationship I'm in isn't that satisfying to me. I'm constantly thinking about other people instead of this girl, but I really care about her too.
I'm not sure what to do and this confusion of who I'm supposed to be with and where I'm going is killing me.