I'm being baptized, confirmed, and receiving first communion as a Catholic this coming Saturday. I left my fiancee a month and a half ago because I knew that, even if she would come to Mass with me, she'd simply be "going with me," and we wouldn't be "going together," if that makes sense. I feel weird about it.
>>7621833It gets better, anon, I promise you. Find a reason not to do it, even if it's something silly like getting to see a cool plant every day on the way to work. No reason is stupid, if that's what it's keeping you from doing. Have you considered seeing a psychologist of some kind? I know it'd probably be online, given the current unpleasantness, but it's better than nothing. Keep stepping. I believe in you.