I have right now come to the realisation of the gravity of my actions and I feel deep regret for letting the opportunity go fate gave me.
what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I realised there is no going back anymore there is no better future with that person for now that person hates me now
Nevertheless, I think what I have done was the right thing to avoid any continuation
Despite the bad heart of mine, I shall take with me the satisfaction that proceeds from the contiousness of having done what is right and justified and I earnestly hope there is an mercyful God who will extend his blessing and protection to you for I feel nearer to thee.
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