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sup, well how do I start? im M 27, married for 9 years and im depressed in how my life turned out. I have kids which is great but the one whom ive "loved" is just bringing my soul down. I always used to be the fun one that always smiled but recently ive come to realize that I had become an short tempered monster. shes the match to start my fire and the wick to my flame. it hurts to know this but at least now that im not blind to it. I wish I could sit and relax for a moment and enjoy what the universe has displayed in front of me. I wish to open my eyes and see new colors, feel the sun warm skin, expand my heart just as much as my lungs when I take the deepest of breaths. but its when im with her.. I feel numb, anger, and love that seems bland. I need help
