>>6761902wow, that's absolutely marrose and i can only partially imagine the pain you're going through and im sorry for that; but as you said you're girlfriend wanted you to live and move on. Think about it death is natural (painful) but natural so you must live on with this fact and rebuild your life as if it's another chapter in your life (for your girlfriend and your family) try and become an amazing grandfather and be just like him. i know it would kill me to lose my grandfather cause he is the man i idolize and want to be; he's the reason i want to have children in a way because i want to have a major and positive effect on my kids and grand kids. so you need to find your reasoning to grow; you might not have a single reason right now and it might make you depressed but give it time you will find that reason in time and you WILL be happy again i promise you that.
