>>7497599Think of it this way: when you're back on top of your game, you really will have found yourself, whether or not that reason was "fucking bullshit" originally. You don't need her, you never did. I'd advise repeating that over and over until you believe it. You won't feel like your life is over if you stop telling yourself that it is. Believe me, I know that's not what you want to hear when you're in deep, but it's the truth. How long you remain in this state before you get back on your feet (you will) is 100% up to you.
Good luck Anon