>>7081219Same anon here; just rattling down the list of shit that weighs on me as I fall asleep, it's good to get it out:
-Parents divorced, barely talk to either anymore as mother recently moved out town
-Haven't spoken to brother for almost 2 years now due his continually fucking up his life and inflicting his mental illness on me and my wife, he has still never apologized for mentally and physically abusing me throughout my childhood
-Currently two classes away from finishing a masters while working full-time and I'm not sure I even want to keep working there but now I'm stuck for at least 2 more years or I have to pay back their tuition reimbursements
-Constantly stressed out to aforementioned unexplained infertility, struggling to keep up at work and make a name for myself
-Fighting with wife on nearly regular basis
I'm almost 30 and i'm still wondering what I want to be when I grow up.
