>>7792702That's rough, man. I realise you must be going through hell right now, but trust me when I say you should end things with her before ending yourself. I know how it feels to have to end things with someone you love because of circumstance. It sucks, but unless you do, you are only prolonging your suffering and you won't be able to get off the rollercoaster. Do what's best for you, bud. Your life is too precious to waste on someone else who can't treat it right.