>>6760303I fucking hate my daily routine and i can't wait to finish school for joining the Army. My life is good but i still unhappy with it. I have friends, i go out ever saturday night and i'm good at school, but the daily life is killing me slowly every day more. I also fucking hate myself bc i had the possibility to get a girl that i liked but i fucked it up like i always do, and that's not the first that i do it. I think i'm addicted to my own self destruction