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I have anxiety and ocd as well as dpd i sit in my room everyday and do nothing but listen to music and cry and feel like a piece of shit i literally can't find inspiration or get the strength to just get out of this slump i am in. terrified of just being alive at the moment realizing that everything people told me my entire life was just a lie and that i would never go anywhere no matter how hard i tried literally got nothing but mental health issues the "you cant seem them" i guess kinda issues and they eat me alive everyday just keep pushing people out of my life just keep pushing everyone away the medication they have me on does just about nothing for me go on a website for depression "it has a AI that talks to you" and have like hour long conversation's with a robot and just kinda realize I am going to always be this. This anxiety this Sadness this whatever i can't change it regardless of what everyone says I've had it for this long if i could have done something to change it I would have
Tl:dr i just wish I hadn't fallen so fast.