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I hope all of the anons reading this overcome whatever challenge they may be facing.
I've finally started to become happy. I have always felt shafted and unrecognized by the people in my life, mainly my parents. I used to blame them for my constant struggle for happiness, I could never get the same attention as my brothers even though I constantly out-do them in any way I can. I have realized that I should not be bitter, but happy about it instead. My pursuit of recognition has pushed me to become a better person. The fact that they don't praise me for stupid shit probably says more about my accomplishments than I had given them credit for. They can trust that I dont need praise or guidance as my siblings do to be successful. It took me too long to figure this out, but Im glad I did.
Tldr;
Middle child sydrome isn't so bad. Keep grinding. Be happy.