Listen bud, forcing yourself to be happy sucks at first. but the first step/ that mental hurdle is the worst.
For me i love working, love making money/ helping people. HATE SCHOOL.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TRUSTEKRp0Great motivational video. never let anyone tell you/ make you feel like you are worth nothing. And dont let the weak ones push you around because they are insecure.