>>7055942Life sucks anon. Ain't gonna go in to detail because...well nobody really cares. You have to channel that self hate man. You have to hate yourself, what you've been given, and the world so much you finally feel the need to change it. I'm kind of in the middle of that myself. I'm not saying it'll make you feel better or fix your problems or cure any sadness. But at least you'll have something to put it to use with. "Ain't nothing wrong holding on to grief. Long as you make room for other stuff too."