>>7920381I used to. I still like the idealized version of it that lives in my head but for the last few years it just passed by like any other season of the year because I had so much other shit in my head. This time I wanted to do something fall-ish but again it simply doesn't feel right anymore, not like it used to. It feels more like a forced wish, a mind spook, an unhealthy attachment to something that died a long time ago. It's not fair bros. Life is a scam. Growing up is a scam. All that magic, all those feels, all the atmosphere... it's all just in your head, and yet... it's the only thing worth anything.
