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Over the past year I fell back into alcoholism, lost touch with who I am, and I'm currently investigating potential stomach cancer. The love of my life left me this week, and she's completely justified in it because she can only put up with my destructive self for so long. I can't even chase her because I know that I'll just hurt her and I can't let myself put her through that anymore. I have good friends who are doing their best to help me help myself sober up and get my health in order, but I can't help but be disappointed in myself for slipping back to such a low when I had so much going for me. I know I'm capable of being such a better person regardless of what crap life throws at me and I'm just deeply disappointed in myself.
I made this pape a long time ago because I'm a lovecraft geek
