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I really don't want to sit here and say it'll be okay and keep your chin up because that's not something you're going to listen to. Sometimes it's okay to fester in your shit and get angry, letting the rage and the sadness wash over you and take you into a new state of yourself. Whichever way you do that is up to you, but what is helping me is by going to concerts.
Last night I went to a noise show and shot some pictures, and I don't know if this would be considered a good wallpaper by any means, but it stands as a reminder to me as the cold, isolated anxiety I felt while being completely washed over with rage and frustration. I got to release my tension to some extent, and I think this picture captures him. He stood as a silhouette on purpose, as I don't know who he is nor do I care as it would take away from the spectacle.
Maybe I'm reading too much into this and into myself, but I think it still stands that there's something to say about what this picture means to me and maybe it'll mean something to you too.
Or maybe nobody is listening and I'm going to end up sad and lonely and frustrated for the rest of my life.