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Missed out on a Father. Parents planned the divorce before I was even born, I only happened because my mother wanted another child and dad was too happy to fuck her one last time. So I grew up with a single mother working her ass off and an older brother whose abusive with anger management. Dad lives in another country on his 3rd marriage, probably with another set of kids? hell, i don't know, i probably won't see him again since he's old and got heart problems or something. He came here back in 2014 for an operation cause it was cheaper, he stayed for two years-ish not because he wanted to see his kids but because of the fucking price, we were just a coincidence; bastard left before Christmas 2015 when he was supposed to leave 28th Feb 2016
It never really bothered me much , I hardly notice. But when I'm out with friends and both their parents are right there having fun, loving each other and shit well it just kills me on the inside. What would it of been like to have loving parents? what would of it been like to have your parents come to your little four-year-old school carols or celebrations?
Will either of them be able to make it for my graduation?
In the times my father would visit occasionally, about once a year for a few months he doesn't do this anymore cause he's old or whatever. But specifically, dad and I never got along not sure if it was because I am the youngest or if we just don't work well. I remember he would try and boss us around, make fun of my looks, call me names and be the man of the house in which he did not live in. He was also very rude and never thought about how his words would affect someone, he even drove me to run away from home at one point.
But what can you do? can't change a person no matter how much you try.
