>>7647297>>7647312I have already taken the advice on here.
Something just happen today that I am not sure about. I feel really good, but really bad at the same time.
Classes have started last week and I was sitting by her today walking her through a problem, and I just paused. She just turned her head to look me in the face and then I just went for it and we made out. I rubbed inside her thigh and then into her pants. (The lab is completely empty and people have to walk in through a hall before coming into the main room so there is no way anyone would see)
Anyways she let me do that for a while and then she tense up really hard for a moment and I stopped, maybe she came or something.
This is really strange for me, I didn't know what to do so I just said are you okay. Basically she turned really red, and just said I don't know I don't know. Then she left the lab for the day. We can come and go as we please so not unusual.
I feel good, but I am very afraid what I just did was really really wrong. Idk if she is going to tell her boyfriend, or what she will say to me. It was me who started it.
I really feel strange about all of this. I knew something was coming, but not sexual like this, Idk what I was doing...
Hopefully you guys are still reading this because I wouldn't have done what I did if I hadn't expressed everything on here and read your feedback... Please someone help, is this as bad as I think it is?
