>>7767747I've been depressed over the years for various reasons. Not some phase shit either the real deal. Though I never attempted suicide. Thought seriously about it once, and really only once. Decided even the small details are worth living for.
OP i don't know your situation nor do i know you personally. There is usually always something to live for though. all the bad in this world is met by equal and opposite good, you need to remember that. lows inevitably lead to highs.
You also will not get 100% better right away. Ideally you should start small and try to do something everyday to make yourself 1% better. Whether that be cleaning by throwing a bottle away or brushing your teeth. this compounds exponentially.
also consider medication. be careful talking to a psych because if you say you attempted suicide theyll put you in a hospital. That could be what you need though as they will monitor you and find the medicine that is right for you. Just a radical life change. good luck OP i hope you get better over time
