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About to move out of my parents' house. I've got a good job online, going to finally be someplace clean & air conditioned & not teeming with pets and junk and dust. I'm going to develop my programming skills, find an even better job, try to turn my money into more money, learn how to code AI. I'm going to finally look for a girlfriend. In a lot of ways life is good, and I feel pretty good about it.
At the same time, I'm still figuring out how life works without being a Christian. After long years of not getting answers to questions and finally finding that some things don't seem to add up, I'm adjusting to a more atheistic perspective. Death is likely the end, and that's unacceptable. I don't know what values still make sense to hold. I don't really know what to do with life besides some vagueness about enjoying it & building myself up. There's concerns floating around my head that I don't know what to do with. But if I put my mind to it I can probably rise to the challenge.
