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I’m not a very good human being.
Even on sites like this I feel like an outcast. My social life isn’t exactly blooming, and it’s not beyond repair, but it’s only being held up by my ability to keep my mouth shut. If I ever confided my true thoughts to anyone, I’d probably get kicked to the curb, both literally and metaphorically.
I keep deluding myself that I’m worth something, that I’m not dumb, not ugly and not hopeless, but it gets harder to keep up the facade each day. I have no motivation and what am very pessimistic about my future. I’m unable to let go, but also unable to hold on.
In simple terms, I’m stuck in an existential and emotional limbo, and while I’m content, I wish my life was less bleak.
But hey, this picture of a desert rover I took is pretty neat, I think.
