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Objectively things are going better than ever, I have a steady job that I like and which affords me ample time to work on my hobbies. I'm married too so I'm not spending every night alone anymore. But I'm still not really happy. I'm coming off my 2 days off and I spend both whole days just sitting in front of my computer just like I always have. I grew up imagining this point in my life - 31, married, gainfully employed and pictured me doing...something different. Being more content. Don't get me wrong, I'm content, but I'm still...listless? Not sure of my true calling or my real place. I don't feel "done" the way I thought I would. There has to be something more than this.