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To get back on topic this wall, much like the first, makes me long for adventure and makes me want to leave home and go somewhere where the memories aren't as harsh. I like my girl, I like my family and the people I go to school with but I just feel like if I could just leave it might help me feel something again. Something more than lust or slight happiness. I know I must have felt something, I dunno realer, when I was younger, I know I must have. Otherwise I'm sure I would have just offed myself by now. I just think that going on an adventure, with all the world before you, like the guy in this wall, would help me recapture the feelings I must have lost between my childhood and now.