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Perfect grades, great house, good family, not many friends but it could be worse, ugly and fat, do others work but it isn’t much. But, I don’t want to live much longer or have this life. I know many people who would do anything to have the life I have but I’m just ungrateful and seeing this world fall apart is fucking painful. I wish I wasn’t such an annoying asshole or at least didn’t hate myself so much for not being what people expected from me but I cannot complain about feeling like this, can I? Most people do, but at least they have a reason. I’ve been thinking in taking drugs or start drinking more frequently or just follow some weird cultish ideology to justify everything I’ve done wrong. I
I know they won’t see it but fuck it, I’m sorry mom and dad for wasting your time, I don’t know what you see in me that I can’t. I’m sorry my friend for being so annoying and making your already miserable life more insufferable and sorry because I can’t help you; hope someone else can.
