>>7427882Anon, there's probably a good chance that you're gone since this was posted more than a month ago but if by any chance you are still alive and reading this thread, just wanted to share this with you:
>If you have any regrets about your past or missing out on things, just remember that you did your best with what you had in terms of your circumstances and mindset. At the core we are basic animals layered with complex emotions and thought patterns, craving comfort and dopamine releases. You simply chose what was attractive and easily obtainable at the time. Don't blame yourself for anything, our consciousness places far more importance in our existence than necessary (e.g. the concept of heaven or hell). I hope not only that you die with a sense of closure on your life regardless of how it has been but also that it's comfortable and surrounded with loved ones.
Of course I'm saving your pape anon and I'm sharing my favorite (slightly hypocritical to what I just wrote).
Just know that all of us ITT were thinking of you.
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