>>6763952also to all you out there thinking about suicide and that kind of shit, DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. It will only fuck up things far worse and it will NOT be worth it... I know that life in 3D can be cruel as fuck but know that everything you have been through in life and will go through is a part of your own personal stimulation and in the end, essentially for your own soul to grow and develop so you will be compatible with a better world later on. Do not worry about people who have passed on, you will meet them again.
Begin to meditate and heal yourself. You are stronger than you think.