>>6619024I think you're already beyond a point when you're going to listen to the simple "don't do it" or "life is beautiful" ... I've been there too, was much younger than you. I have no idea if this will help, but I didn't do it because I was simply curious how much shit life can throw at you, and since you can't really change it, you can just laugh at it. That's probably the worst advice ever, but in my case it worked, kept me alive long enough for some things to change. I still think of hurting myself in some ways, but I definitely want to live, just out of the simple curiosity
