>>7683640I think I'm too far gone to ever be fixed. Left school because of burnout/mental breakdown, have been living the neet life for three years now, distanced myself from my friends because I felt like they were better off without me, constantly feeling like it's over. Even detransitioned for a while because the self doubt was killing me, and just ended up with dysphoria and dissociation and not being able to look in the mirror without feeling a sick twisting feeling in my stomach, but I can't bring myself to restart transition because being a tranny makes you a fucking freak. I don't even know who I am anymore.
