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I struggle day-to-day with social anxiety and have a hard time talking to women while drinking when out with friends. My work promotes my social development as I'm in an environment where I'm in control of the place I'm socialising (sounds weird, imagine feeling more comfortable socialising in your own home, then in your next-door neighbour's, for example.) I'm fairly bright, but have trouble dedicating myself to studies, as I've determined my reward system is very short-term. (I find it easier to work for something when I am rewarded more often). My parents took me out of school when I was in my final term of high-school as I was being bullied by my teachers, and my attendance declined as I was more and more addicted to computer gaming. I went back the following year to an adult schooling program that compresses senior high-school years into a single year, but flunked my exams there as I couldn't put my head down to study... I'm not asking for help but advice and using this medium as a means to clear my chest. If you have read this far I wish you the best in life, as I will never meet you as a person but I know you exist and matter in some place I'll probably never end up.
