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My life, professionally and socially, is currently in shambles. Mostly due to COVID, but I made a lot of mistakes that I still kick myself for. The worst is I was genuinely trying and going off of what I thought was what I was supposed to do. I cant even say I was lazy and didnt do anything, Im just an idiot and its still my fault. I spent so much time trying to make other people happy and listen to them I didnt trust myself. I feel like im destined to never get my shit together and im told all the time to "just settle and be happy" Im currently trying to get into a job I know ill hate but it pays better than the job I have now which I dont exactly hate but I dont like and cant advance in. Id be using that new job to hopefully kick start my career but everyone tells me not to go for it. Im scared and confused