>>5838256your English is pretty good dude - most of your mistakes seemed to be typos besides philosophical* but anyways,
yeah, we're all just dead people who haven't died yet. It's kinda something you have to learn to accept, and try to make as positive an impact on the world while you're in it.
semi-related venting of my own:
~2 years ago, i met a girl at a friend's birthday party and we really hit it off. I wasn't that physically attracted to her, but i could tell that she was super into me, and she was super cool as just a person or whatever. After about 2 months, I asked her out, still not really physically attracted, but whatever. After about 3-4 months of dating, i really was attracted to her, and I really felt i loved her. I dated her for about two years, until it went awry. The last 9 months of the relationship were long distance since she joined the army, and we still really loved each other but... she couldn't handle the distance anymore - she acted like a total cunt to me the last 3 months or so of the relationship because she was just so frustrated with everything going on, and I just dealt with it, because i loved her and supported her. So, after we broke up, we remained friends (a tad bit awkward, neither of us knew how to play it). 5 weeks pass, and I start to feel kind of depressed about the whole break-up thing, and then I get news that my last living grandparent died. two days after depressing feelings, and one day after dead grandparent, we're talking and she tells me that she's seeing someone else. 2 years we dated, 5 weeks she waited to see someone new. This girl was pretty much my best best friend until that moment. I didn't speak to her for about three weeks, and she would occasionally send me a text saying goodnight, or other shit like that, but i wouldn't respond, for fear i would explode on her with sheer livid rage. Eventually, the toxic thoughts of angry swimming around my head...
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