>>5989232Thank you for that. Well, after I got the ledge, instead of feeling angry and desperate, I felt a huge calm. Nothing mattered, people's opinions, my future, not even my family. I just felt the breeze and took in the sight of the bay.
Because I was so calm and detached, I couldn't bring myself to leave that mindset. I was free, without having to die. I found freedom in life, and I slowly realized I don't have to an hero to solve my problems in life. Sure, I may not have a gf (a lot of people on here don't), but my life can still be beautiful and free, and it isn't worth throwing that away.
