>>7605158Fuck I'm erasing and writing this post for 20times because I don't like the way I wrote it.
Confront yourself to the feeling of failure and fear of being considered a fraud, by cooking stuff everyday and feeding your family with it, nobody is going to hate you for trying.
(aside for desillusional pricks who believe to be a superhero in a marvel movie, let these clowns fuck up their life themselves, their opinion is fapfic-grade thus irrelevant).
As you realize nobody hates you nor hunts you down for daring to be active in you life and not nailing stuff on the first try, you'll deponderate this fear and you'll become more and more the very master of your own life.
So cook right now a cake for example no need for it to be wedding-grade just a sponge cake or whatever you can bake with what you have at home.
Pic related: first time I tried to bake a cake in my life, during the lockdown. The core wasn't even cooked enough, ate it anyway and got sick. Now my cakes are better but I failed so much more times, I wasted a fuckton of ingredients, but it was worth it, I can feed my diabetuus by myself like a man now.
