>>7449765I'm 100% lurker but there you go. Happy birthday, anon. Embrance loneliness as it will accompany you during your journey, sadness is always part of your life so don't aim for it. Focus on your hobbies and practice, practice and practice. Cut off relationships that will only bring you negativity into your life, even if it will hurt you now you will be thanking yourself later. And, that's really important thing, the more you chase after girls the more you look desperate to everyone, girl included, and less likely you will succeed. Be person people are naturally drawn to, and it's by being faithful to yourself and things you love. Cheers mate.