Quoted By:
I am in love with my best friend. She has a boyfriend and she truly loves him with everything in her. The other night my feelings became so much for her that I could no longer keep them in. The truth came out. I told her I loved her.
She doesn't feel anything for me romantically. She told me as much when I confessed to her. I was always just a really good friend to her. We may have shared our deepest secrets and she may have been very physically affectionate towards but that is just the person she is. She never meant anything with it. I am of sure of it.
It just sucks knowing I can no longer be friends with her. She is an unbelievably good person. She has only ever been honest with me. She is incredibly caring. She is hard working and responsible but knows how to have fun. She is legitimately the best person I have ever been close to. But it is over. It can only be bad for me to be around her. My feelings are too strong. I went away for 2 weeks and when I came back my feelings were the same.
The other night I went to a bar to get fucked up and to get a girl. There was this one girl who I talked to the whole night. She was constantly flirting and touching me. No matter how much I drank, I just couldn't bring myself to make out with her. My heart belongs to another even if that other's heart does not belong to me.
I hope I find the strength to lose my feelings for her. I have cut her out of my life and she has been incredibly respectful in the way she has handled the entire situation which is incredibly annoying. I wish i could find reason to hate her but she has only proven herself as an exceptional person. You know I could write off both my own mother and father but I can't write off this girl who never felt anything for me.
I know most people on this board hate religion, but I ask for my brothers out there to pray for me. That I will make it through this.
