>>5585916I'm really glad you didn't go through with it. It was cold and snowing too on the day that I was about to jump. I was only up three stories so it wasn't enough to kill myself, but I needed to hurt myself pretty badly so I didn't have to go to school that day. (I had a lot of issues with high school.) I ended up pussying out, but it's crazy to think back on it because in the moment, the trade-off of breaking my bones so I didn't have to go to school seemed like such a logical answer. It seemed like the only answer. I hope the absurdity of how it feels now represents how much I've progressed in my mental health journey.
