>>7898606you right. thank you! you've all been so nice i appreciate it
>>7898836you stay safe too ty
>>7898910i fixated a lot on happiness when writing because i feel quite alienated from it as a feeling. forgive me for coming off obsessive about it; my idea of what being happy might look like is quite abstracted and has little to do with the emotion itself.
pain is a good thing in doses. pain creates bonds. that does keep me going, truly. i may crave being alone, but the fact that i am not brings me peace in times of stress. having a positive effect on others is one of the finer joys i've had in life so far.
i am young, that's true. i may have resigned my self too quickly; i have a strong tendency to be fatalistic in my thinking.
thanks, anon. hand in hand, i hope you have a nice night
>>7899246:o)
