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My life's been just so deprived because the past is caught up with me to an extent where it just drives me crazy. I stopped seeing two people who were the only people I liked and treat them as what a brother should be. I became extremely thin due to my anorexia, there are times where I just don't eat because I feel like I don't deserve to eat for being such a loser and at the same time I think that if I become really thin people might like me. I wasn't really that fat but I just think I am. In these days this picrel resembles me as because of how I put women who doesn't even know my existence and who I could only see on the screen of my phone. But hey at least they make me feel better. My mental state is declining at a rapid rate, my apathy has worsened, my mood swings happening more often than before, daydreaming becoming a routine, and suicidal thoughts that appears everyday.
