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I'm so scared right now.....like to the bone man.
All my life I've been let down by family, friends, work and life; until recently anyhow. I have a gf of four years and shes my light and my rock. I also have hella good paying job and a career field that I can grow in. We're even looking to buy a house by the end of the year. All seems well right? That is the part that scares me the most. All my life I've been let down and hit rock bottom so many times that I've had to build back up over and over. Just as things get good, WHAM! It all goes to shit.
I'm scared that any moment life is gonna shit on me and take it all away again...........I'm so scared of loosing her. I can get more jobs and money, but shes the one who pulled me out of my darkness and showed me what its like to be a human again.
I guess I'm just rambling like a faggot anyhows.....pape I took not to long ago.
