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I am sad for i do not have a girl that has me.
I can't oblige a girl to love me, the only thing i can do is wait for this girl to appear in my life, the same way that i presented myself to other lives.
I would not be sad like this if i had a girlfriend that loved me.
I would do anything for such girl. I would really love her as much as i could, i would try my best to be the best companion for her.
If it depended on me, i most definitely would not let our love be one-sided.
I will always be rejected. No girl will ever want me. I don't know what kind of horrid beast i am that i am so unnatractive and repulsive.
Back when i still thought i would find someone to love, i would dream of her.
Dream of hugging her, kissing her, being mad at her, being sad because of her. The whole range of emotions, positive and negative i could feel in a relationship. I wanted to imagine it as real as i could, so i would not elude myself to think that she would bring me paradise. I wanted to be ready for it whenever it would come.
When i came back from the dreams, i would remember all the girls that had rejected me, remember how i never had the least of success with the opposite sex, and that hurts.
Will, someday, a girl just fall in love for me? That seems to be the only way.
I wait for such girl.
I don't believe i'll ever be with such girl anymore.
