>>6345215Haha, I was a bit too emotional when I finished. Everything just seemed so surreal. After a while though, I stopped feeling. Not that I didn't have emotions, I just didn't feel anything. I am pretty apathetic to the world and all its plights. The people around me, I don't really have any positive or negative vibes towards them. They are just there occupying space.
To be honest, I just don't care. Nothing bothers me. If I fail at something, I keep moving. If I succeed, I keep moving. I guess I just feel empty. When faced with your own mortality, you move a lot faster. You get a lot more things done. Once that crisis is over or you feel that your life is no longer in danger (first world thoughts and privileges), things slow down and you kind of fall back into the old routines.
