>>7638776>>7638779You are just an average ape with a smartphone and way too much expectations from unhappy peoples. Ignore them. They'll always find someone else to listen to their rants about how you are never being enough of a superman/jesus/elonmusk/rainbowshittingunicorn.
Hateful people? Ignore them too. They are background noise. Stop erotizing suffering, stop being a social masochist.
Surround yourself with happy people and try to see what choices they made that made them happy. You'll be surprised and dumbfounded.