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Until I thought about it deeply this background represents me pretty well. In two ways really the first is, as a kid around the age of 10/11 I lost 3 people who were extremly close to me which completely destroyed my innocence it hit me very hard and to this day I have trouble actually dealing with the loss of life and talking to people about these things themself. In that sense this picture sort of was waking up one day to literally having my world shattered and I felt so lost and alone which never really left..
The second way is more recent about 3 years ago my entire life changed from being a carefree young person being able to do whatever and living as freely as possible, essentially a big kid to a more darker deeper turn. I've been dealing with depression and insomnia for a number of years now but I was always able to keep it concealed and managable until a few years back when more trouble struck and suddenly I had deepened bouts of insomnia and depression to the point I became suicidal around this time I was also thrown into the world, the second way this picture represents me is in the sense of one day turning around to see the world for how cruel it is rather than rose tinted glasses I'd always held dear as a kid the lonliness and isolation is always represented because in all honesty for the majority of my life I have felt entirely alone.
In case anybody cares I'm beginning therapy soon and just being able to explain somethings about myself even on 4chan to strangers does seem to help so hopefully things will pick up.
Thanks to anyone who reads this btw.
