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Getting my associates at community college has been my biggest regret in life because I listened to my mother since shes always right. I have literally only 3 people in my family so I trust their opinion but it has fucked me up by making me go for classes I originally needed in uni. I transfered to uni in a degree I love but our whole department has been screwed over due to a new advisor telling everyone in my small undergrad class the wrong info so were all stuck doing an extra semester for 5 credits. I am now supposed to grad in 2025. By then I have been in school for 6 years and I just want to be done now.
Financial aid is running out, I have no money, can only work 2 days a week, I met someone 1500 miles away who I know I’m going to marry and but only see 4 times a year, can’t land an internship, 22 and feel like a loser. I know I shouldn’t due to high grades and “doing everything right” and have a lot of hobbies, but I haven’t made one friend this whole time and just feel empty. I take like 17 credits a sem and just feel stuck. I don’t know what to do to feel better.
Honestly thinking of going to Utah and getting so much plastic surgery that I am a totally new person. I wish I was given the same blessed opportunities as my peers like a well-off family and a support system and I know thats not something I can change but I just wish someone was there for me like the others. At least I am absolutely guaranteed a job as soon as I get out but damn I want happiness now, I’ve never had peace.
